I just wrote a big fucking journal, and it just got wiped out by a fucking Firefox crash. Well, I'll guess I just have to write it allllllll over again. Life's a bitch, then she crashes your computer.
I've been dead on here for 7 months, I've been posting stuff on Myspace, I've been playing Dr. Phil, helping others with relationship issues, suicide, depression, the whole fucking works, against my will 99.9 of the time, and I'm not exactly a happy camper at all. I hope people will take their own fucking issues and cope, because I'm sick of being a middle man, I'm sick of being the ventpiece, I'm sick of being an emotional pincushion, and I'm mad as hell with people who think that I'm obligated to help them.
My insomnia has come back in full force, so I barely sleep anymore. Most of the people I knew last year are gone, don't bother to acknowledge my existence, or don't give a fuck either way.
I've started a metal band, but like all of my hopes, dreams, and major projects, it'll fall apart due to difficulties, changes in life, or general asshattery by the band members.
I'm tired, I'm going to sleep.
Note me if you want my myspace....it won't mean much anyway.
Sleep well, and hope I don't fuck up again. Night.
Update: It's 6:17, and I'm still awake. I hid every comment on my page because of boredom and my insomnia is fuckin killin me. Borrrrrred. x.x Not to mention I don't feel well at all either. Oh well.









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